The Crucible Diary

I cannot debate that John Proctor Why has he chosen his sniveling wife over me? I am more of a woman than Goody Proctor. Goody Proctor does possess of the qualities needed of a beloved wife. She is nave, simple, and talented. However, I possess the qualities of a lover. I am intelligent, able, and adventurous. To be blatantly honest, I think back any man would be lucky to call me his wife. Diary, why am I neat profuse for any man, but I am not good enough for the man I trust? I know why. It is be make believe I hope a married man.Diary, do you agree that John should block Goody Proctor and marry me? Do you think I am better than she is? I believe I would be a much better wife. Think about it, if Goody Proctor were good to John would he have come to me? I do not believe so. To me, it is the duty of a wife to keep her husband satisfied and in line.However, if John had not strayed from his wife, John would have never sought me. If John had never sought me, I would have never fe lt love. John whitethorn have sought me, but he is still married to Goody Proctor. She is keeping me from my John. Because of that, I dislike her. There is not a single thing in the world that she can do that I cannot. She can cook, clean, and pray. I can do all that, and even more I am spontaneous to do anything to be with my John. All I want is to be with him.Diary, do you have any ideas to cause the end of the Proctor marriage? I believe I do. I testament receive revenge on Goody Proctor. I will claim that Goody Proctor is a witch It is a brilliant idea. When Salem village hears of this, the village people will believe it and order her hanging. It is geniusI would be overcome with joy to see the body of Goody Proctor hanging. At last, I would be with my beloved John Oh Diary, I know it is a terrible to wish death upon someone, but in this case, Goody Proctors death is necessary in order for John and me to be together. Diary, I need to be with John. He loves me and I love him. I know we are destined to be with one another.Diary, I thank you for listening to me. You have always been a faithful friend. Besides John, no one seems to want to listen to me, Oh, how I miss my JohnOh no, I fear Uncle has arrived home. I must go. He will be expecting me. I promise I will write again soon.Love,Abbey